Our lives are made up of a ton of twists and turns, splits in the road, and cliffs waiting to be fall down, and it's up to us to try and decipher which path to take. Many could lead to utter death (or more accurately a failed experience) while others could lead to good experiences and an overall happy life.
Im now in the summer of my Junior year, meaning that next August I'll be a Senior. My Senior year will be one of those moments, one of the forks in the road I must face, with literally hundreds of options to choose from. My lifestyle will be determined by thw end of my Senior year. Sure, I'll still have many challenges to come, but this choice and the choices I make during my Senior year, will overall determine my fate.
That type of thing can be hard to think about. In fact, it's the reason I'm up so late posting on a blogging page I haven't used in nearly a year and a half. I always said I would start back up on this page not quit, keep posting more and more and not allow my endurance waver.
I suppose that's why I'm posting on here again, to rekindle a flame that has been put out countless times by withholding oxygen from it, so that I may say that I still remember my failed attempts and will try to better myself with being more proficient in posting, which in turn allows me to potentially be able to control some aspect of my life during this time of major changes.
Maybe I'll continue posting on this site...I could use a platform to distract myself, all while preserving memories on a webpage that will always be online. I don't know, I guess time will tell...
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